Publicity Seeking Nightmare
As most of you know i lost my radio vaginity to the night before show on kerrangradio
(December 2007). I was crap btw, nervous and had no idea what they wanted,
and or how to get my stuff across.
Though at least I got some points in, eitherway its a learning experience..
I was on to talk about satnaism, but I wanted to talk about the psychic side,
and what could be learnt, not a pointless rehash of old prejudices.
However at least precognitive dreams was touched upon, though to be
fair the example i gave was people wanting to get in touch with you, so at least
something may have sunk in with listeners (it didn't, nor the dj too over their
heads, ooops)
Campaigning for the First Democratically Elected President of Europe
I am currently concerned about the lack of wideswept acceptance, fear and
ignorance when it comes to psychic development and religion generally, as i replace
it with my new bible as i learn to
dable in politics as well.
Please does
no one but me experiment with this shit? I'm starting to think they
are all sheep, as i cuq another ran on the evil's of god. Who seem more concerned
with regurgitating crap which is inacurate and wrong, then trying to learn and or
teach anything.
So i seem to be making better progress with the Emperor Analgogy (the pope) who
i keep emailing and the jedi being slaughtered, the witches. and the rebel allience
being the few who survived the massacres (40,000 dead, burnt and tortured
on the emperors hand)
While what few remain the Shamanic/pagan/Satanaic Alliance who flocks to the
pentagram as a rag tag band of fututives who even now are hunted down by the cyborgs
at large who seek to expunge and extinguish the last refuge of humanity we have
left.
and yes the anglicans are stupid and so that makes the head of the CofE darth maul.
who ought to be at the bottome of a well at this rate. i hate incompetance, and
i hate lies and i hate deceipt. they conditioned the children (myself included with
fear) and it has to end, so with that the plans must get through.
they are hidden in the middle of the bible, and that is it. from the centre out,
it works all be it the risk is high. the craziest and most stupid plan in british,
european, world history.
Actually perhaps it's not the craziest, but still its running high with the devil
on top! Just don't quote me the odds... i'm a satanist in politics, don't you know
that! i have to go against up the hordes, and as yet the site has not hit 300! let
alone 100... so this may be tricky, futility in the sevens even ;) as i face them
alone...
So perhaps I am crowley's sucessor afterall, as i seek to convert the pope to the
devil alone.
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The atheists are just as bad, as they opt to remove their humanity and stop
thinking instead, cybermen indeed as i run from the I.T. world their is only so
many dilbert strips you can be in, before something breaks. So I chosoe to learn
the psychic instead, and boy was that a babtism of Fire, and how i ended up on this
mess, alone, issolated and well looking for ANYTHING.
HIRE ME, I CAN DO ANYTHING AND YET THE MORE I DO, THE MORE I LEARN, THE MORE
I KNOW, THE MORE THEY FEAR ME!!! WHAT IS IT WITH THAT? I SHOULD BE
ON TV, THE UN OR SOMETHING...
How they love ignoring the flaw and sticking
their heads in the sand when it comes to exploring the psychic angle and of course blocking those who don't fit into their petty belief set.
I have to come to the conclusion that the BBC Is Catholic, The Telegraph is
protestant, and well wikipeida are just a bunch of fuckwits, who let nothing on,
unless it forms with the collective stupidity of the kingdom of god.
I hate censorship? can't you tell... wanked for freedom you know, and that one went
to the eu and the whitehouse! Ignored *swoon* How the hell can a wank vidio of a
men and a women be igorned? In politics!!!! Not even the tabloids ran with the idea,
as the censors wall protects me from the mainstream...
Well
Now i've had enough. So October 31st 2008. We Try Suicide Instead. I'm
Sick Of Not Getting any Publicity and fighting this alone, its like some things
are worth dying for. Freedom, Love, Liberty and the World amongs them... especially
as they continue to fight to clone people in their own image, when if anything we
need to learn to open up and embrace them for who they are. Lovers VI, fuck like
rabbits and just pass the frigging message on!
Does no one
try anything anymore? As you all fear appearence, and well helping yourselves,
let alone other people. Just CHILL Man people being themselves is the only thing
that works in the long run! trust me, everything else is a lie...
I know the athiest fears the religious angle, just check out the stupidity index for more on that. So that's the excuse. dares not to look,
but theres nothing to fear, but fear itself. Apple anyone?
So i'm making myself available to talk to people, teaching tarot courses, pricate
sessions and well anything else they want instead!
Just ask, and the devil shall do his bit to present you will your perfect solution,
and if your really stuck you might want to try temptations instead.
Social networking and an online auction site, where your fanatasies will be bid
on, and well your temptations rewarded as you make yours and their dreams come true..
A much better
way of doing things, learning to tempt them to open up, to loose the
fear as we help each other be self sufficent and loose the chains (assuming you
want to loose the chain!) instead. ahh to be led around, by an attractive women
for once, purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Where was I before distraction? back to Temptation, and helping others stand
on their own two feet.
Any more opprtunites to go on air, talk about
dreams, aura, clairvoyance,
psychometry, tarot, sex magickm my failed loved life and if you must I.T *shudder*
is welcome.
So back to the weird and the unusual, the occult and how one copes with spliting their
mind and putting it back together,
because meh it seemd like a good idea at
the time. so much for opening the box, opened once you can never close it, till
you through the other end, its called life, and fun.
Devil backwards = Lived, as you each choose to learn, or do nothing, or well something,
anything just don't hold your fears against anyone else, this is not the time of
slavery, but unconditional love, and that means letting people go, as you be yourself.
If only I had learned Adjustment VII sooner, lilith will be missed, where-ever she
doth roam. seems lust XI escapes me on this one again... as i talk utter gibberish
to confuse the crap out of them.
This works, as it seems stating the obvious and or trying to explain things
openly just leads to postgrads locking up like startled rabbits, what is it with
fear? and or explaining things in a scientific context, i can only give examples
of what i did and tried, and that seems to be the problem, they like it not at all.
in the devil we stand screw
in god we trust, you have the pentagams on the flag you just need to change the
constitution and focus on freedom instead! assuming you can remember what that one
was...
Please note: i've never done stand up , i've not tought courses, and i've certainly
not pushed myself on air, yet theres a first time for everything,
and i will consider most strategy sessions, or giving advice to business on a range
of topics, not which is how to construct a business plan which works. so it moves in roundabout, hell i will even contruct a legal argument
if needs must. (not a lawer) but if i can turn god into evil and the devil into
god. i'm sure the rest is easy or rather i
know it is.
so Sign up
and give me a bite of the apple.
Unless your scared, i might bite, only the ladies need apply for that.
Yes the Antichrist is here to stay (maybe) eell till Death Do Us Part at Least,
but is that the good kind of death??? little one's work best, though not all the
time!
I've written so much crap, its hard to focus on waht matters most, and
how to change it.
So forgive me if my thoughts
change as much as my mood, i've written this lot at
various intervals over a very large time frame, and i rarely go back and edit (let
alone proof read) my words.
mainly because a> I can't be arsed, and
b> I Keep writting replacements, which tends to mean it just keeps being added
too, and why i never get anywhere.
but what does it matter, we look for the good? not the crap? do we not! If not,
your one of them, and gods world is over!
For you can choose to build someone up, or destroy them words mean what ever you
need them to mean, so learn to tell the differene instead!
In the meantime do as you will, and well see you on the other side.
THAT MEANS SIGN UP, YOU FOOL (Always a Good Thing)
AND WHILE YOUR AT IT OFFER ME A DEAL, ANY DEAL BOOK DEAL, PRESIDENT OF EUROPE, RULER OF THE WORLD,
IN THE DEVIL's NAME.
I'M SO EASY YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE....
JUST LOOK AT MY EX'S OR NOT. INSTEAD SHOW ME YOURS AS I'M SICK OF BEING ON TOP.
ITS LILITHS TURN, I FEEL..
Ode to Lust XI, and the Beast Shall Ride Once More...
(we hope, or frankly all is lost as the snakes never did answer my call...)
My Mark If Ever There Was One, or Something like that, i'm not sure how and where
to end this one, and it shows instead...
ACE OF SPADES, Do I Win Yet? Oh, so much for the Wheel X turning, I wasn't consulted
and it appears I never will, so much for advertising, censorship and well.... why
am I here? and more importantly why are you reading this?
your call not mine, the landline is dead.
make the call
07939540357
your life, not mine.
As I ignore the pills, and go what hapens next... so much for trinity.
I could have
done with her right about NOW!!!!!! (Thats the pvc kind, as i really do suck at this...so much for
deadlines, and freedom escapes me, and so does the paycheck, it doth seem)
NOW MAKE ME YOUR OFFER, CYBERNMEN EXCLUDED! FOR I SHALL DIE BEFORE I TAKE ANOTHER
DEVELOPMENT JOB, YOU CANT AFFORD MY SERVICES ON THAT ONE!