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1/5/2009
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gothiclight
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7:02 AM
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you make a mistake, they call you clever!
oh for britsh/european/western women to be like that...
i made an ass of the language, as i said jian = again, when it's not it's see.
oh to remember the vocab right 
odd to pickup a correction, from china in bed. only to find it in my msn...
zao shang hao, instead of zao shang. which is a worry, as i wounder what i pick up at times, and if there is a point to it, as if it is accurate and there is no plan, then i am screwed! or just lucky i guess, information is a hinderance, not a help!!
as it gets in the way, of any real work.. ahh so distracting, and yet so usefull.... ever get good at predicting what people are going to say next, and your urge to write something changes, with the person....
as your style changes to suit? what is that, aiming to please, sucking up or just diverse personalities, as i consider their british counterpart and am woundering that i may have a mistake.
i won't go into it! but it seems, you can't be nice here, as you have to break people and their egos, and that means destroying them without mercy, else they think they are right, and well...
how stupid can the british get? as i bite my tongue, and wounder why? as i am reminded yet again that substance counts for s**t around here, and it's all image...
type out of place, and that is it! and yet functionality, meah forget it, as britian is crap, and only cares for looking the part rather then doing anything any good! why we bother is beyond me, a cultue and a people which has become so scared of its own shadow, that they can't abide to be themselves...
and i blame christianity, a cancer which has run through the west, and destroyed it and its people, setting us back generations as we fight to come to terms with knowlege and our ownselves, and still we teach this slavery, and conditon the people to fear...
as britian and the west become more scared about talking about anything, sharing anything, and go to great lengths to hide it from the people of the world, as ignorance is rewarded, and knowlege goes to waste.
i hope china and the other people of the free world, can set us right, as i fear europe/american andbritian will drag us into the dark ages, as the people get more scared of doing anything right, while they look to persecuting anyone who dares voice an oppinion view...
i wounder how long, before the next witch hunters begin to show, perhaps it's a waste, and i should play to the illusion, and tell people what they want to hear!
how nice, how british, how stupid! as we focus on image over substance, as the people and the ignornat come to terms with religion, and learn to destroy the cancer of christianity, which has destroyed the people of the world, for so long..
and continues to do so, while they believe that crap!
a 100 years since the golden dawn, then we actually were leading the world, in research and how we through it all away, because the press and its people couldn't handle the concept, the idea or the dream of freedom, oh for an open culture, and have we found it in china?
though don't call single chinese girls "women" no matter how mature you think they are...
and i am woundering how awful my chinese is, (i shudder to think how bad my chinese translations are now... ooooooops c'est la vie as i wounder what to do next (translating site, is taking an age...)
perhaps i should teach english, which would be a scary thought! as i know how bad i am...
as i think their is a level, where you can teach someone/correct them, without knowing their language...
tenses mainly, as i think i have to get my quality up/find myself retyping it when it's obviously wrong, but i'd get away with it normally (thought not with sales people) as they are so stupid, i think they spend their entire time looking for reasons not to do something..
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1/4/2009
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gothiclight
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6:41 AM
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staying up chatting to chinese women again....
and i'm starting to think i need to do a news storey on censorship, as the chinese seem to be able to see my site fine, while it's the "americans" and companies like aol which censor it!
and they are all at work, on msn chatting to foreign guys....
Which means the workplace has to be more liberal than the fascist dictatorships over here, as i look at the crap the bbc writes, and go something isn't right....
c'est la vie, as i avoid getting into politics again, is tibet northern ireland? or should i be more concerned with the likes of camp x-ray, and imeperial armies all over the world, while the chinese seem more content minding their own f**king business, and talking to people on the web!
which is more then the british! the americans or anyone else... as i seem to have fallen out with "my own people" of late... perhaps it's because they are so over weight, stupid and well single mums, that i have given up on the british/american/western women
obvoiusly, depends on your point of view of course, as if i were to move i would most probably settle in eastern europe/china or somewhere like that, as frankly the idea of the states sickens me. must be all the christians *shudder* and the holy then though thats preach to the world kind of view, which smacks of hipocrisy...
as my contact with americans on the net, has been the reverse of the chinese...
americans are rude/abusive and try and scare anyone from doing anything, while the chinese seem open,talkative and well cute! but i suppose its hard to play the stereotype card, as you can only judge people and a culture by how you find them...
and i'm waffaling again, as i need to do more with my state. so that is an end to my views, and the hypocrisy of the west
however saying that. american call center staff/collection seem politer then the british... and some of the chinese blokes, have only seemed to want me to add my msn password on a form/like i am going to do that! which is perhaps not the best introduction....
so everything that can and will be argued about stereotypes and the news is a waste of time, and why does Qingdao look more western/german then the west? ignoring the german bit of it's history....
no fair, i want to travel!!!! j'aid besoin la d'argent!!! donne-moi la d'argent! maintenant!!! xiexie! dui bu qi! but i need to do some work, as i mix the languages up and confuse everyone, including me...
how good are translators anyway..........
peut-etre plus travil from me there *sigh*, as i am starting to forget my french as well...
why did i not learn this lot sooner?
oh yeah, the west/and school put me off it for life/very long time.... amazing the effect a women has on changing your mind!
learn chinese, learn french, learn anything, but stay in britian never!! as it will use you, abuse you and never repay you back... la monde awaits, if only i could afford to go anywhere *crying my eyes out here* i need money!!!!!
anyone have money hellow, what does a bloke have to do, to make money in this place
in the meantime, children who are staring out lEARN MANDERIN it seems easier then french/other then you have the silly characters that go with it!
though from what i can see, you loose the overly complicated verb tables of french, and errrrr i'm not sure those 4 sounds are harder then trying to listen to a french person speak...... though i could be wrong there, silly arm waving aside.. i would have done manderin, if i knew what i knew know, and not german which i have forgot!!
not that i would choose a language, based on the cuteness of the women involved/how many people can speak it....
errr actually isn't that the only criteria to judge a language these days? other then the money, which isn't in the states anymore...
ahhh if only i could learn it quicker...
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1/3/2009
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gothiclight
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4:11 PM
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and i seem to have skipped the traditional summing up of the previous year.
which lets face it, was the worst on record as I had no sex, and made no money in i.t. i am behind on mortgage payments, as i was ilelgally detained by morons (christians) because of my belief set... and their inability to let anyone be them selves, make any money around here!
so now all that crap is behind me, and i have cut loose the jerimiahs, I am left with myself, and errrrrrr thats about it really. as no one helps anymore, and i appear to have upset the chinese girl... not sure how, though she looked pissed/and had a rather dubious call....
so not sure if that was me, the boyfriend or what! or perhaps i missed the culture thing... *whistles innocently* as i think it was all for the best, as she was trying to take up all my time (and the conversation wasn't moving very far) and well, i can't believe i was getting that attached, that quick! (ok it didn't help that she was hot, but something about someone connacting you, speaking daily. which makes you fall...
and i think i missed the point, though it was interesting watching her on the phone! and the resulting body language...
though i have had a few chats with other chinese (more business/how are you) type affairs. as they continuely add me, on msn. (with me now trying to avoid calls, so i can get some work done!)
this may have been a mistake, but it was worth it, i just have so much work to get done, and not enough time to do it in, while requiring money to fund it, and worse i find out the bastards at facebook have started doing something i wanted to do! which has left me in a fowl mood for the rest of the day!
so my enthusiasm for something new has gone, though i'm still going to have to do it, but one has to wounder what the fucking point of trying to do anything is! As the more i think about it, the more i should have been a criminal, as frankly it's probably the only way to get any respect around here.
(and money)
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